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[Aug. 5th, 2006|08:02 pm] |
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Only one more week left!!!..this is my last week of summer classes...then i get to go home for a lil bit...i can't wait!!!....gary and ed r going to come up here friday and help me pack my stuff and then after class we're going to go back home...yay!!!!
Last night was fuuuun =) first, a bunch of us went out to eat at some cuban place....a bunch of us meaning jackie, barry, danielle, rachel, neha, brittany, david, JJ, reggie, laura, etc....there were a lot of us lol...the cuban restaurant was actually pretty good...it was a lot of fun...reggie gave me a wet willy though...NOT cool lol...after that we went to the silvers place for a lil bit...then to rachels and nehas place...then we went to go get nehas friend sheila...after that we met up with a bunch of other people and went to a frat party...it was pretty fun...it was sooo hott in there though...the air was like broken....i had about 3 cups of the "girl drink" as they were called lol...they made it like really REALLY strong though..i was feeling it half way through the second one....anyway, we stayed there for awhile and then went to another frat....they only had beer there but nehas friend jesse let me try his and it wasn't too bad...so he got me a cup of it and i ended up having 2 of those....danielle wasn't feeling well so her, brittany, and rachel left...me and neha (the drunkies of the group) stayed with the guys and ended up going back to the other party where we were b4...they ran out of drinks though but when one guy was going into one of the rooms i saw like shelves and shelves of liquor...so of course im like "look neha....now we can take shots" lol so we kind of let ourselves in and the guys in there let us have the rest of their tequila lol...i had 3 shots of that....they were big shots too...which would explain y i didn't remember anything after that....later on my friends told me that we were leaving and i passed out on the road and tim had to carry me back to rachels and nehas dorm which is where i ended up sleeping...i woke up with the WORST hangover ive ever had....it was terrible...im never drinking again.....well, not that much anyway =D
Tonight i think im going to go out to dinner with rachel, danielle, and brittany...and then mike wanted me to go over there....so i think we're all going to hang out over there....fun fun!! |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2006|01:18 am] |
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i know its been awhile since ive written...sorry cassie!!! lol...but ya, this weekend i got to go back which was really nice....i went out to eat one night with my family and ed and tami to celebrate my daddys birthday....got to hang out with tami, tom, jackie, ashton, gary, and of course ed...it was so much fun....i didn't do ANY hw while i was home so i just got to relax and hang out...it was nice....until i came back the Gainesville...then it was back to reality...lots of hw lol....so far this week hasn't been too great....monday started with me waking up at like 5....when i had gone to bed at 2isht the night b4..and i had to drive back to UF...i was sooo tired..i almost fell asleep while i was driving, not good....then when i got back here i had to cram for my test that i had....failed that....then my cell phone was about to die so i was going to charge it when i realized that i left my charger back home....so no phone....THEN my friend mike came to pick up something that i had for him and it was like about to POUR...he wanted to come back to my room but that was a no no...so hes like, ok u better get inside b4 it starts to rain...so i go to the door to my building and realized that i left my keys in my room!!!...along with my phone and everything else of course..i was locked out..just then, it started to rain...A LOT...so i ran to the office and if u get locked out and show them ur ID they give u a spare key that u have to return....but of course, i left my ID in my room...with everything else...so luckily, my RA jared was there and hes like, don't worry about it i will take care of her...so he went with me and let me in my room and gave me his jacket so i wouldn't get too wet lol...hes my hero!!..i was so lucky he was there...so ya, then my english class got canceled so i was happy...
Today my first class was a lot more fun and interesting because our teacher is gone for the week so the assistants r teaching us...they're really funny...then i went out to eat lunch with kristen and then english....ick...i hate it...my teacher STILL hasn't graded our papers that we turned in like last week....and then i have a paper due 2morrow that took me forever to do...and on top of that he gave us this essay to read AND another paper to start...i only got to finish the first paper 2nite...the other stuff i will have to do later...ugh..definitely should not have taken english over the summer...at least i will b done in less than 2 weeks!!!...woo!!!
Ed said that he was going to try and come see me this weekend...that would b so GREAT...i hope he can come up...if not i get to c him in 2 weeks...and i get to b home for 10 whole days....its a lot considering my past few visits have been for 2 days..but ya, im pretty tired now so im out =) |
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| takin a break from studying... |
[Jul. 23rd, 2006|10:15 pm] |
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Things are going pretty well...i wasn't feeling good earlier in the week and missed my english class on thursday...friday i got my first paper back and got a C+....i wasn't too happy with that grade and neither was like everyone else who got the same grade...this guy is tough on grading...i wonder what i will get on my next paper...hopefully better then that... so friday night was AWESOME!!!...first...me, danielle, jackie, rachel, and neha went to go c a movie...they wanted to c You, Me, and Dupree but it was sold out for some reason so we decided to c Little Man...that movie looked so stupid but it was actually pretty funny and cute...there were these like drunk ppl in the audience that were cracking us up more then the movie lol....after that, they went to eat at this mexican place...i wasn't hungry so i just waited for all of them to eat....then we had to drop off jackie because she had to b up early the next day to volunteer..and then the rest of us went partying...We started off and this one party that was pretty awesome...dani didn't drink..she was the DD...and rachel only had one drink the whole night...me and neha on the other hand had some fun....i drank a lil too much though lol...i had 3 drinks and 3 shots of vodka at that party...then when we cleaned them out of liquor for the time being we went to this guy matts house party...by the time we got there all there was was beer so he said hi to all of us (he tried to kiss me on my cheek and ended up like all over my mouth lol) and then we went to go pick up mike because we wanted some smirnoff and some mikes hard lemonade....so then i went with mike and everyone else followed and we go to the gas station at like 2:01 and apparantly they can't sell us alcohol after 2....i was so pissed...so then we all ended up going back to the first party we were at and it was even bigger and better then it was b4...all there was left was beer but i was so drunk already that i guess i didn't care lol...i don't remember tooo much but some ppl were filling me in on things that happened...i do remember this guy though...he was all over me all night...had his arm around me and was trying to make out with me and all that crap....i almost left with him so thank god rachel was there looking out for me...if not for her i don't know what would have happened....but ya, i had 3 cups of beer there to add on to all the other stuff i had and, needless to say, i got pretty sick once i got home....other then that though, it was A LOT of fun...
Last night i relaxed a lil bit more lol...i went over to hume and hung out with the silvers, rachel, david, laura, and JJ....we ended up playing this game called loaded questions that was really fun...then we started playing with condoms...haha...we put water in one and was playing with that....david put one on a lysol spray thing and was filling it up haha..it was so gross....then we did some other stuff and played a lil prank on poor reggie...we filled the condom with a lil bit of water and some lotion to make it look used and left it in his bed...then we left one in one of his draws...and left the wrappers everywhere...it was sooo freaking funny....ah, the fun u can have with condoms lol
Today i woke up pretty late and the weather was terrible...its been raining, thundering, and lighting ALLLL day...i didn't go out anywhere though so thats good...today was hw day for everyone so ive been studying for my test 2morrow...i should get back to that now...im coming home again this weekend...yay!! =) |
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[Jul. 20th, 2006|02:43 pm] |
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So this saturday is mine and eds 15 month anniversary....he was going to come up here for the weekend so we could spend time together and i was looking so forward to it....i had it all planned out and everything...so then yesterday he tells me that he can't come see me because he has to look for an apartment to live in the fall....he couldn't do that any other weekend?? it had to be this weekend??...i don't know y i try so hard...im always the one calling him....im always the one making plans for us to try and c eachother...and lately, when we r on the phone hes always doing something else and isn't really listening to me and doesn't really talk 2 much...then hes always like ok so i guess i will go since we're not really talking.....not much of a relationship is it....Mike asked me out last night 2....he wanted to take me out to dinner and then go to a concert....i was thinking about going...i almost went...but then i thought about ed and decided not to...it was very possible that if i went something would happen...mike would try and make a move on me and i just didn't want to be in that situation....so i told him i had a lot of hw to do and i couldn't go...which was true, i did have a paper to write....i thought that i would b able to talk 2 ed also but of course, he was too busy with other things to talk 2 me...so i ended up writing my whole 1000 word paper last night....
On top of all that, i feel like crap today....my tummy hurts, i feel naseous, and i feel really faint....ive already decided that im not going to my other class today...i just don't have the strength for it...i haven't eaten yet either...and i don't have an appetite at all...i hope that i feel a lil better later on 2nite because i was suppose to go out 2nite....who knows if that will even happen... |
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[Jul. 18th, 2006|12:34 am] |
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I'm really bad with this whole journal thing....i really need to try and write at least every other day....anyway, the past few days have been pretty hectic....on friday i got to go home =) Jackie came with me so the ride really wasn't that bad....it was so good to c my family and especially ed...i didn't realize just how much i missed him until i saw him....friday night when i got there gary ed and tom were playing their video game...just like they always did...tom actually got up and gave me a HUGE hug...i guess he really does miss me =) my mom of course had food for me when i got there and i ate it all lol...i was thinking about going out but all i wanted to do was just stay and cuddle with ed...it was nice =D
saturday me ed and gary went to the mall for awhile...i visited jackie and ashton at work and later that night we all went to ashtons house to hang out..it was good seeing them..i really miss them...ashton has changed though...apparantly her and ozzie have something going on and its changing her...its going to b interesting to c what will happen in the fall when they r both away at college.....anyway...when we were at her house we all just hung out and played some trivial pursuit...it was nice to c them both...that night when i got home i fell asleep in eds arms...i feel so safe when im with him....
sunday i woke up somewhat early and i had to do some hw so ed came over and i did my paper for english while he played his video game...i attempted to study for my test but i didn't lol...i was going to leave sunday at like 5ish but decided to stay the night and leave the next morning...once again, me and ed fell asleep together...it was good seeing my parents and gary...i thought it was going to feel weird being back at my house but it was like i never left....
today was a busy busy day.....it started by me waking up at 5 am and driving back to gainesville...i got here in like 3 hours..i wasn't speeding at all lol...i had like 2 times the amount of stuff i came with though because my mom gave me soo much food...and my parents also boght me the vera bradley purse i wanted =) its so cute...i love it!!!...but ya, when i got here i tried to study for my test as much as i could since i didn't study AT ALL over the weekend...so then at 12:30 i had to go to class...i took my test and i guess i did alright....then i came home for a lil bit and then went to my 3:30 class...i was like seriously falling asleep...i was sooo tired...when i got done with that, kristen needed to get some things so i went with her....to make a long story short, we spent 2 hours looking for a borders to get her something she needed for chem....it was raining and there was traffic and it was so frustrating...she ended up missing her class so then we got something to eat....THEN we went to walmart because she needed a few things....when we got back to our dorm she had to do laundry so i went with her...THAT took like 2 hours....im so tired...im like over tired...ugh
another thing that has been on my mind lately is me and ed....i mean, i knew that this was going to be hard but i didn't think it would b THIS hard...like, when im at UF, im ok...i miss him of course but like, im ok...but when i saw him this weekend...i didn't want to leave...i hugged him and kissed him and didn't want to let go of him...ever...and it was so hard to come back here without him....i cry everynight b4 i go to bed thinking about him....i love him so much...and i know he loves me and cares for me but what if thats not enough....we talk a lot...he calls me, i call him...but i need more then that and im sure he does too...i want our relationship to work out more then anything....but i can't help but think about what could go wrong....i know we're going to b busy in the fall and might not b able to c eachother often...hes thinking about coming up here next year and we can live together...but what if he stays at FAU...then what...i can't do this for that long...i need to b with him...i need to touch him, hug him, kiss him, actually b physical..more then just talking on the phone....i dunno, mayb im over reacting...but all i know is i can't live without ed....hes my whole world and i can't imagine living my life without him by my side....i guess only time will tell... |
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[Jul. 12th, 2006|02:26 am] |
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So ya, its about 2:30 and i am not tired AT ALL so i decided that this would b a perfect to write in here..nothing too exciting happening...last night i met my roomy kristen along with the silvers and this girl laura for dinner and then me and the silvers went over to rachels and the 4 of us, rachels roomy, david, and JJ all watched fight club...some of them had actually never seen it...r u kidding?!?...god i love that movie...brad pitt...(drooling) lol...but ya, after that nija(rachels roomy) gave me a ride home so i wouldn't have to walk all the way to my dorm at 11:30 at night...while we were leaving the parking lot i happened to notice 2 very noticable pot plants under someones car...i thought it was hilarious...ah college...u never know what u will find under someones car......
anywho, today for english i had to go to the museum on campus and pick out a work of art to write my 1st paper on...it shouldn't b too bad...i have actually been working on it and its coming along pretty nicely...Jackie came with me so i wouldn't have to go by myself...we almost got stranded out there because we couldn't find a bus...but luckily one stopped for us even though he wasn't suppose to...so nice...so then tonight me, kristen, and he bf (who i got to meet and is very nice) went to go c another play for theatre...it was interesting...it was basically a musical about these ppl who live in a trailor park lol..it was pretty funny though
So since ive been here i have been working on my paper while talking to ppl and doing myspace stuff of course lol...im going home this weekend and i can't wait!!!...Jackie is coming with me because she wants to go home this weekend too to c barry...im happy that i won't have to make that drive by myself...its pretty boring when ur by urself...but ya, can't wait!! |
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[Jul. 9th, 2006|05:25 pm] |
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So last night was soo much fun....at around 8ish danielle and her friend mike came to pick me up and we headed over to hume..over there we hung out with rachel, laura, and david....we ordered some pizza and chilled there until we were ready to go to the movies...so a lil b4 10 we left to go to the movies and omg it was sooo crowded...i went with mike and we ended up parking on the grass....there were ppl everyway...ppl were parked on the curbs and on the side of the road...CRAZY!!!...thank god we already had our tickets...there were even lines to get into the theatre but we got in like right away and got really good seats =) i sat next to mike and danielle and mike kept trying to take pics of me with his lil sidekick thing...i don't know what its called lol...but ya, the movie was AWESOME!!!...i can't wait for the 3rd one to come out..
Mike is awesome...i really like him a lot...hes freakin hilarious...he has like 17 tattoos and a few piercings but i really like his tattoos....we got along really well and we were like talking the whole night...since we got to the theatre so early we had a lot of time to just hang out and talk and he was like cracking me up...he kept making fun of ppl walking by but i hit him for that lol...hes 22 and hes a dj for a radio station up here and has his own talk show on the radio which i think is soo cool....he lives like 5 seconds away from melrose which is where im going to b living in the fall so we will b able to hang out a lot which is cool.....but ya, after the movie he dropped me off at my dorm at like 1:30ish and made sure i got in ok because it was so late lol..it was cute...
I woke up today at like 12:30 and have done absolutely nothing lol...i did some reading and have just been on the computer and watching tv lol...exciting i know =) |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|06:18 pm] |
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The past few days have been good...class is going well..i really like my theatre class...english is alright i guess lol...i got to c mac and ozzie when they were here for preview...it was so good seeing them...i miss them!!!..im so happy they're going to b here in the fall...yay!!!....last night i had to go to this play for my theatre class so me and my friend kristen went together...we went out to dinner first and this really cute restaraunt...its called like the gator corner or something...it was really good...then after that we got some ice cream and went to the play..it was called lysistrata or something like that and omg it was sooo good...it was very sexual and hilarious!!! im glad that i had to c it or else i never would have went on my own lol.... about 4 or 5 different times when me and kristen were walking we got honked at by random guys...ick...they were like yellin out of the car at us and im like wow, thats gross lol...after the play we were walking over to kristens car and these like 4 guys on motorcycles were yelling at me and sayin like "oh hey baby need a ride" and blah blah blah...i kept trying to ignore him but he wouldn't leave me alone and he started waving so i just smiled at him so mayb he would leave me alone and then he kind of like crashed into the person next to him HAHA...serves him right...
In a lil while im going to head over to Hume and hang out with some ppl over there....we're going to order in some food and just hang out and then at 10:45 we're going to go c Pirates!!!!...im so excited lol...im sure i will love it..can't wait!! |
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[Jul. 5th, 2006|07:02 pm] |
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Ok so a lot has been going on since the last time i wrote....ive started college!!!!...i am now officially a college girl...its very exciting....i have a really good schedule...i have theatre appreciation at 12:30 and english at 3:30...i really like the theatre class...its really interesting but english...ugh, i HATE it..i have always hated english so i wasn't expecting to like it but ya, its a lot of reading and writing but i will get through it for the summer
I've met soo many new ppl up here and its been soo much fun....ive already started the "college life"...i went to my first college party and got drunk for the first time in college...lol...i knew it would happen sooner or later....but ya, im being careful..don't want to go too crazy...yet ;) the ppl here r so awesome though..ive been having such a great time with them and ive been hanging out with the silvers a lot too
Gary and Ed came to visit me for the 4th =D i was so happy...they came up monday and we went out to dinner and i stayed with them at the hotel...the next day we spent the whole day together and just hung out..it was good being with ed...i didn't realize how much i missed him until he was here...i mean, of course i missed him but it really hit me when he was here....we both kind of had a break down when we were alone talking....he was talking about how much he missed me and how he wanted to come to Sante Fe but i wouldn't let him because i know he likes FAU...so anyway, he started crying and then i started crying..i didn't realize this was so hard for him...i really miss him but i think we can get through this...hes going to stay at FAU this year and then transfer to UF next year...that would b great if he went here...then we could get a place togehter and never have to b apart again...right now that seems so far away but im sure it will go by really fast...he left this morning and we were both good and didn't even cry...i saved that for when i got back in my dorm room lol...but ya, it was really good seeing them both...ok well im off to go get something to eat now |
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[Jun. 29th, 2006|09:57 pm] |
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So...im at college...I moved in yesterday...i must say its a lil different then i expected but it will do for the summer...at least i have my own bedroom and only have to share my bathroom with one person....me and my roommates got along pretty good at first so hopefully we will continue to get along...one girl is just like me lol...shes a lil more spoiled then me though..i know, hard to believe...but ya, im really excited because i have an apartment for the fall...its so nice!!!! it has 2 pools, basketball, volleyball, tennis, and raquetball courts, a nice gym, 2 HUGE clubhouses with pool tables a big screen tv and a bunch of other stuff....i choose the 4 bedroom apartment so i will b living with 3 other ppl which should b fun....each room is really nice...it looks bigger then my room back at home lol but ya, it comes with a nice big bed, desk, dresser, end table, nice closet and probably the BEST part is...my own BATHROOM!!!...haha that makes me so happy that i don't have to share a bathroom or shower with anyone...we all have our own so thats awesome....theres also a patio, kitchen, washer & dryer, dining room, living room...if u can't tell, im pretty excited lol...AND another good thing is that i can have as many visiters as i want and they can stay as long as they want...its MY apartment!!!! but ya, so im looking forward to that...im still having some hard times here...i really miss ed but i talked to him and he made me feel better...he said that we've been together for over a year and we've been through so much that we can get through this 2...and i believe him...i love u ed |
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| I don't wanna go.... |
[Jun. 27th, 2006|02:30 pm] |
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So ya, im leaving for UF 2morrow....i know i should b soo excited...i mean, im going off to college...im starting a new chapter of my life..i will b on my own, doing new things, meeting new ppl....yet i really don't wanna go....everyone is saying omg u must b so excited and happy to b leaving but really im not....i don't want to leave my family or friends and especially ed...i really don't want to leave because what we have is so great and i know when i go away things won't b the same....i don't know..i should have just gone to FAU..then i could still b at home with my friends...and ed...i don't know..i think i made the wrong decision... |
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| 1st entry...dedicated to dumpster |
[Jun. 25th, 2006|10:56 pm] |
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So i have a livejournal again...havent had one of these in over a year...thank u cassie =) now i will try and write in this everyday so u can read and keep track of whats going on in my life....and i can c whats happening with u 2...woo hoo!!!!
I just recently got a new laptop and i love it!!!...its so perty-ful =) i can't believe im going up to college this wednesday....aahh!!!...im not ready!!!...im going to miss everyone soooo much...we HAVE to keep in touch...im not even kidding....ok well thats enough for todays entry...now im going back to myspace lol |
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